Secondly it's going to be the day i kick SAD in the balls! You won't have known but the last few months it got really bad, aggravated by my knee injury preventing me from excising and missing a lot of awesome stuff, and real life had really started to suffer. In fact the last week was terrible and i ended up missing all my lectures and barely leaving my room.
Today i am saying "fuck you" to that and putting things back on the right track! By no means does that mean i'll spend less time or energy in here, that will probably stay the same or increase as messing about here helps out a lot.
Just feeling genuinely happy for the first time in a long time. Already spent 4 hours cleaning the house and will now go on to organize my coursework load into an actual plan of action.

You might ask why mention all this here. Just cause i like the site and it's been a huge help over the past months by giving me something to focus on and do. Also to say to anyone who might have SAD or another form of depression or is just feeling down or has friends with troubles... it get's better when you share! I am more than happy to share anything via PM if people have questions or want help.

Also it marks a turning point in Karl Hammarling, which as i've said, takes chunks and storylines straight from my experiences.